TEACHER:WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE..

Everytime i read an inspired story of teacher..im so proud to be one..but after that and until now, im not so sure im a good teacher or not..3 years already but i keep thinking of changing my job..or upgrading my career..become the ptd or lecturer..since i didnt have much success to change my studs behavior..apepon..experience was and always be the best teacher..

dedicated teacher at smk selirik:cikgu azi, cikgu fir, cikgu wan,cikgu shikin, cikgu yuni and cikgu bie

1. practical time @ smk sg ara, penang..june - sept 2006
I still remember the first time I entered the classroom..4 Amanah, teaching physics..i noticed that a group of students looking weirdly at me..after a week the leader of the group made me feel so mad..she brought a novel and her bantal busuk to physics lab..warggghhhh i could not stand that..apa lagi..aku baling je dari tingkat 4 bantal busuk tu..lain la zerolnye..nahas kalau aku baling..hehe .. and starting from that moment the whole members of the group(7-8 of them) didn't listen to me anymore..they didnt do their work..stay still when others carried out experiment and they made me feel like im invisible..so do I..from that day, i pretend that they're not exist..haha yang nak lulus exam korang..bukan aku..ada aku kesah?? but at the last day, they came to me..crying and apologizing..they told me that was their first intention to make me run away from the class and cry like they always did to practical teacher..but this time they failed to do that..they cried instead of me..hermmm

2. fisrt posting -smk selirik @ kapit, sarawak..2007-2008

the most memorable memories i ever had..first posting..first real experience as a teacher..first time flying in the plane..first time i had to be used to an express boat..first time i learnt to speak either than english or malay..ibanese..the first word i knew is..'auk'..means 'ya'..then i knew that when the studs did not understand they would say.."nak nemu.." means "dont know.."all the nicest words..but i almost forgot them cause i've no longer had a company to converse in ibanese..sayang kan?

biak2 iban ni biasala sekolah kampung..so most of their parents still got conventional mind..cukup sekadar boleh membaca dan menulis..ok, berenti blajar n kawwen..apuuu..kecik2 dah ada 2 babies..tapi masih ramai juga yg bercita-cita tinggi..mudah2an semuanya dapat mencapai apa yg terbaik bagi mereka..insya Allah..

my fist experience as class teacher of 2A9 -2007

3. transfer to smk p jalan ipoh..kl (jan 2009-till recent)
coming back to semenanjung especially kl..i set my mind that the students would be somehow much more intelligent compared to ibanese studs..and the real situation, im facing the same problems..rather than that i thought that iban studs would have respect teachers more..if cik puan nadiah studs have to spoonfeed..mine..huh..much2 more spoonfeeding..kl students, but they did not knew how to shut down the pc when teacher speak in english.."tutup komputer kamu semua"..."oooo...ingat ape tadi.." hak eleh...sengal betul la bdk2 nih...nampak je macam hi-tech...

kl students..can you noticed any difference?

kesimpulannya...budak2 sekarang makin canggih teknologi makin malas..ada ke patut menulis tak pandai tapi sms bleh pulak..konfius aku..yang pandai internet..pandainye bukak youtube je..tak pernah nak manfaatkan teknologi nak tambah ilmu yang berguna..hermmmm tak tau la nak cakap apa lagi..

kadang2 bila tengok macam mana budak2 ni turn out to be out-manners person..rasa takut jugak nak jadi parent..macam kata kak aniku..
"aku cukup le tiga orang..nak bela perangai budak2 skrg bukan senang.."
betul jugak tu..dengan gejala sosialnye...apa yang boleh dibuat...kita hanya mampu berdoa dan bertawakal...

"Ya Allah ya Tuhanku..kurniakan lah dari kami zuriat dan keturunan yang baik..dan jadikan kami imam kepada orang2 yang bertaqwa..amin.."